Can you not?

So remember Lanny? I talk to him a lot more now. Kind of? I don't think I have a crush on him. I might find him attractive, but not a crush? Why? Guys who tell everyone everything is just stupid. I mean, it's okay for small things, but man, keep some things to yourself. I can't help but think he's been trying to spread rumors about me. Moving on...
Sam has been complaining about his family. It's "dysfunctional." Well look, you're not the only one. My family is pretty bad too, but you don't hear me complaining to you. I know that people have different ways of venting, but when you make it seem like you're the only person with that type of issue, it's just like.. Can you not? It irritates me like no other.
I hate how everyone in my family always suspects me of talking to friends or something rather than schoolwork. It makes me have to sneak just to talk to someone. ISN'T THAT STUPID?! I think that I should be able to talk to who ever I want to without having to worry about anyone of my family members watching to see if I am doing homework. I mean, I don't even talk anymore, however they seem to catch me when I'm asking my classmates a question. Like, a serious honest question, and they go ballistic. I don't even know anymore. I don't want to deal with them sometimes.
I'm trying to stop talking to Lanny, but it's hard. Like the saying "Don't make someone a priority if to them you're just a choice." But sometimes, he makes it seem like he really wants to talk to me, other times I feel like I'm just... there. Like, why am I talking to you?

I kind of wish people in the world would hide their depression, sadness, and worry. I mean.. I do it. So why can't they? If you knew me in real life, you would not believe that I wrote this bs.

-Sh.